Wednesday, January 22, 2014

The crack gets wider

From being in bliss during december... to being equally distant, I dont know what has happened. You went from being so close to so far. I dont even know whats going on in your life anymore. Why? I know you'll blame me... but you really need to start taking responsibility for your words now. All I need is for you to acknowledge that those words were harsh... but instead your telling me "cut your drama or I'll abuse again"! Is this what I signed up for? Will this be the norm a few years from now?

Sorry, I know we're hurting... but it's time I stand up for myself. I understand your going through some rough times... but that doesn't mean you take it out on me. Actually you can, but I wont be able to deal with your verbal abuse. We can talk it out... but your talking it out is 'good night, m off to bed'.

We're so lost... so far. So much happened and you never told me. I just dont know when will it all go back to normal... or is this it?

Is it?