It has been a while since I wrote this, but it is essential I do.
2 years have gone by, it is the end of 2016. The story sadly hasn't changed. There have been tons of lovely memories, Kuwait has been the left behind, the peeps from there still so precious, but I couldnt simply go back nor would life spring back to normal again.
Normal?
Sedki became my normal, Maja became my normal, Matt and Ghassn became normal and so did Teesh and Katie.
It's past me now, normal has changed once again! Home changed again!
MnM became normal.
But did the story change?
I don't remember him leaving me on the road but my sister does, my mom does. They think it is only twice, but it is actually thrice.
Once in the rain. I got left out of the car in the parking lot of the Heartland. Lol where is the heart in it... I don't know.
Once a few days ago, you left me in another parking lot because you were mad when I didn't agree with you, you made me get out of the car, go to the bus stop. When the bus almost came, you honked and embarrassed me.
Today you got a taste of your own medicine. You pissed me off, I swore at you A****** and then you got mad. Because I chose to continue working on my makeup, you got even more mad and left. I didn't apologize on purpose. You swear at me all the time when you get angry and never say sorry. I have to force it out of your mouth and even then I know you don't intend on every saying sorry for calling me a B**** , telling me to f off... bla bla. So the other way around is such a big sin? No I dont think so.
So is the third time the charm?
What happens now?
You cost me 24$ today, made me beg for a ride, when I walked off you followed and turned, and left me once more.
Not reliable.
Does this story change?
What is love really? Just the lovey doevey good old blub? It disappears in the anger?
And who tries to use their manly strength to shut the door and not let me out when I am in a hurry and then is offended when sworn at?
And I need to change?
Sorry,
NOT.
2 years have gone by, it is the end of 2016. The story sadly hasn't changed. There have been tons of lovely memories, Kuwait has been the left behind, the peeps from there still so precious, but I couldnt simply go back nor would life spring back to normal again.
Normal?
Sedki became my normal, Maja became my normal, Matt and Ghassn became normal and so did Teesh and Katie.
It's past me now, normal has changed once again! Home changed again!
MnM became normal.
But did the story change?
I don't remember him leaving me on the road but my sister does, my mom does. They think it is only twice, but it is actually thrice.
Once in the rain. I got left out of the car in the parking lot of the Heartland. Lol where is the heart in it... I don't know.
Once a few days ago, you left me in another parking lot because you were mad when I didn't agree with you, you made me get out of the car, go to the bus stop. When the bus almost came, you honked and embarrassed me.
Today you got a taste of your own medicine. You pissed me off, I swore at you A****** and then you got mad. Because I chose to continue working on my makeup, you got even more mad and left. I didn't apologize on purpose. You swear at me all the time when you get angry and never say sorry. I have to force it out of your mouth and even then I know you don't intend on every saying sorry for calling me a B**** , telling me to f off... bla bla. So the other way around is such a big sin? No I dont think so.
So is the third time the charm?
What happens now?
You cost me 24$ today, made me beg for a ride, when I walked off you followed and turned, and left me once more.
Not reliable.
Does this story change?
What is love really? Just the lovey doevey good old blub? It disappears in the anger?
And who tries to use their manly strength to shut the door and not let me out when I am in a hurry and then is offended when sworn at?
And I need to change?
Sorry,
NOT.
